An insult
not sent in my direction
stings me still
A statement of preference
and blatent negativety
You shrank in my eyes
No doubt you'd apologize
if you knew I felt this way
I'm sorry you'd have to
Your opinion is your own
you should have kept it to yourself
to share it was rude
Forgiveness must be exercised now
that is my part
that is my part
Friday, March 26, 2004
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
Monday, March 08, 2004
Again it's late. I'm not particularly tired at the moment but I'll probably be asleep within 45 minutes. My friends and I finished the second day of shooting on our short film project. We're already behind and working on the weekends is definitely be draining. Ena is already overloaded with work because someone quit from her second job so she's filling the gaps. The lack of R&R is getting to her. I'll be going to Vegas in April to attend the National Association of Broadcasters convention. It's a huge to do for us video types. Lots of cool things to see and do. After that Tim and I may be flying directly to Seattle. His dad is going to Africa and won't need his old Pickup truck anymore. Carless Tim sees this as the perfect opportunity to take that photo-taking cross-country road trip he's been wanting to do. He asked me to come along for company. It's something I've wanted to do for a while too so I'm seriously considering it. Well, good night (morning) everyone. Enjoy life.
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Don't you just love when it's 1 am but you're more awake than you were at 5 pm? I don't, but it isn't uncommon for me. I am definitely a night person, not a morning person. Even when I'm awake in the morning it can take a long time to actually get up.
Anyway, I was going to share my thoughts on "the perfect woman" for me. The things that come to mind are quite varied. Some of them are so unlikely that they aren't even a real consideration. They're the kind of things that you'd be insane to require in a future mate but if it worked out, it'd be insanely great. Well, maybe just a little nicer.
For instance, it would be great if she were a short girl from a tall family. That way I wouldn't have to look up to her and feel short next to her, but there'd be a greater chance that my kids would be taller than me. I'm around 5'6" and I'm about the tallest guy in my family, give or take an inch. If I marry into another short family and have short kids and they marry into short families pretty soon the Burman clan won't be able to ride the roller coasters at amusement parks. Maybe genetics don't work that way. All I know is that I prefer to hook up with a woman who is a bit smaller than me. Even that isn't a hard and fast rule, just a strong preference.
The concepts of ideals and preferences weighs on me heavy at some times. I mean there are a lot of single women out there but only a few types that I'm attracted to. It's not just looks. It's beliefs, maturity, personality and style. It's a lot of things. A lot of it is tied to the way I think about myself. For instance I'm more attracted to pretty or cute girls than I am to drop dead gorgeous women. Part of that is that is that I feel like if they look that good they have to be superficial, shallow, pampered and any number of other stereotypical things. I just can't picture myself with a really hot woman.
I'm not too interested in rich girls because I think they're too used to things I can't afford. I have a bit of an aversion to excess wealth as well (even though I'd like to have some of my own). I feel strangely uncomfortable when I'm in a really nice house.
It would be good to find a woman who is down to earth and not vain. She should be a little shorter than me and well proportioned. As far as facial beauty goes, I'd like to be able to tell her that I think she's pretty without lying to her :) Personality counts for a lot as well. Actually, her character is far more important that how she looks this year. Unfortunately attractiveness (chemistry?) can be elusive and not based on character traits. In those cases I guess I'll just bide my time in a friendship relationship until we get to the point were we can't imagine life without each other.
Well, I've babbled on enough tonight/this morning. I hope I didn't say anything too stupid.
May God bless you.
Dana
Anyway, I was going to share my thoughts on "the perfect woman" for me. The things that come to mind are quite varied. Some of them are so unlikely that they aren't even a real consideration. They're the kind of things that you'd be insane to require in a future mate but if it worked out, it'd be insanely great. Well, maybe just a little nicer.
For instance, it would be great if she were a short girl from a tall family. That way I wouldn't have to look up to her and feel short next to her, but there'd be a greater chance that my kids would be taller than me. I'm around 5'6" and I'm about the tallest guy in my family, give or take an inch. If I marry into another short family and have short kids and they marry into short families pretty soon the Burman clan won't be able to ride the roller coasters at amusement parks. Maybe genetics don't work that way. All I know is that I prefer to hook up with a woman who is a bit smaller than me. Even that isn't a hard and fast rule, just a strong preference.
The concepts of ideals and preferences weighs on me heavy at some times. I mean there are a lot of single women out there but only a few types that I'm attracted to. It's not just looks. It's beliefs, maturity, personality and style. It's a lot of things. A lot of it is tied to the way I think about myself. For instance I'm more attracted to pretty or cute girls than I am to drop dead gorgeous women. Part of that is that is that I feel like if they look that good they have to be superficial, shallow, pampered and any number of other stereotypical things. I just can't picture myself with a really hot woman.
I'm not too interested in rich girls because I think they're too used to things I can't afford. I have a bit of an aversion to excess wealth as well (even though I'd like to have some of my own). I feel strangely uncomfortable when I'm in a really nice house.
It would be good to find a woman who is down to earth and not vain. She should be a little shorter than me and well proportioned. As far as facial beauty goes, I'd like to be able to tell her that I think she's pretty without lying to her :) Personality counts for a lot as well. Actually, her character is far more important that how she looks this year. Unfortunately attractiveness (chemistry?) can be elusive and not based on character traits. In those cases I guess I'll just bide my time in a friendship relationship until we get to the point were we can't imagine life without each other.
Well, I've babbled on enough tonight/this morning. I hope I didn't say anything too stupid.
May God bless you.
Dana
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