I must admit I'm feeling melancholly tonight. Okay, I don't HAVE to admit it but I'll say it anyway. I'm not feeling particularly lonely but I do miss having a girlfriend to spend time with. Actually, you can't miss what you haven't had. I guess it's best to say that I wish I had a girlfriend to spend too much time with. It's so desert here. I'm sure I'm harboring faulty ideas of what goes on in healthy relationships. I'm sure some (or most) of what I expect in a relationship is misplaced or even completely false. blah blah blah... I'm whining again. My loneliness is a puny problem in the big (or even the medium) picture.

Oh bother...

Actually, things are going fairly well for me. I simply have a tendency to get blue when I'm tired.

good night.