Aww, but I like reading your blog. Sure you can just tell me on the phone, but it's nice to read your words and not just hear them sometimes. Of course, it's been a while since I've read a creative writing piece of yours.

yay growing/maturing.

Hmm... The thought crossed my mind a few minutes ago that I don't feel at all threatened by C. Well, especially not now that he's engaged, but even before that. I can't guarantee that I'll never get jealous, but I'm not at the moment.

I remember you musing briefly how different things could've been if we had started all of this when I first "smiled" at you last August. So much of what you said you've been thinking about has been greatly colored by your experience with C and your recent conversations with him. It's neat to see the way things seem to fit together in order for us to be at the place where we're at right now.

Praise God. :)

oh, and thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings. I'm looking forward to our next talk. :)

[to all of those who don't know what I'm talking about: I'm sorry. This blog, at times, functions as a notepad on which I leave notes to the woman who is now my girlfriend. I don't feel too bad about that because I don't think it gets read by many and well, I'm not saying anything too personal, I think.]