They always come in pairs. Whenever I think I'm starting to like a specific girl another one comes along at nearly the same time. I'm not talking about cheating on someone. I haven't gotten close enough to someone to cheat on them. It's just wierd how things roll into my life. Maybe this whole multiple crush thing is something I do to myself because I don't want to be happy. That's pretty darn twisted.

Anyway, right now there are a few women I'm trying to get to know better. I don't know if any of you are right for me but I see something in you that I like. I don't know if I should write this kind of stuff here. I fear scaring you away. I'm afraid you'll think I'm too strange or too desperate.

On the other hand, maybe you will like my openness and applaude my willingness to communicate. I can picture this little thing getting out of hand. Soon I'll have weblog groupies from all over the world hanging on my every word. I'll be getting fanmail and marriage proposals from beautiful women from exotic lands. I'll be the first weblog author to get my own TV show. I'll singlehandedly reignite the nation's passion for the written word. There will be many others posting their random thoughts online because of my work here. I'm not the first to do this, not by a long shot, but I will be remembered as the best. Then at the apex of my weblogging career I'll emerge from clouds and realize that I'm still alone. I'll weep bitter tears of regret. I'll pine for the day when I could've had someone before I went off chasing the dream of fame. I'll wish that just you and I were together sharing a modest home somewhere somewhat rural. Just you, me, a couple of kids and a big screen, high definition TV in a house full of love.