Monday, January 24, 2005

The generosity and kindness of my friends and family is humbling. It isn't that I've received many extravagent gifts. Not at all. I've just been shown brotherly love and a few surprising gifts from surprising people. The part that humbles me is knowing how little I give and share. I'm such a dork for not regarding those connected to me more highly than I do. I don't think I deserve the friends I have. Thank you.

There was ice on the driveway when I was coming home from lunch. I tried something and things went wrong. The damage is only cosmetic and isolated to my car but I may get it fixed. Expenses like those are what I like to call my stupid tax or stupidity tax. Every once in a while I do something stupid that costs me money. Hopefully it's a tax I can phase out of my life completely before too long.

We're going through a book in small group/house church called Embracing the Love of God. The author says things I don't immediately agree with but I am realizing how inadequate and potentially wrong my personal theology is.

"God, I need help."

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