hmmm if we both get jobs over there, what will that do to 'us'. there isn't an 'us' now but the possibility of hanging out nearly exclusively together simply because we'd both be new to the area is an intriguing possibility that could cause an 'us' to grow. I still kind of doubt that would happen. if we haven't gotten together yet then it isn't likely. I did have a new thought about the subject tonight. I feel like a couple should look good together (maybe I put too much emphasis on that) and I always figured we didn't really look like a couple except to Luke and maybe some other casual viewers. The new thought was that my concept of what I look like is so skewed that we could look perfect together but I just don't know it. When I see video or pictures of myself from different angles I'm not at all comfortable with what I see. Some of that is just because I don't take care of myself as well as I should (excercise, diet etc.) but also because I'm just not used to seeing me like that. Hmm... I thought I settled this in my mind. Whatever. I'm still hoping to meet that special someone. You're still on the possible list. you probably don't even know that.