Aww, I was still typing when you disconnected.

...The missing implication was that I'm thinking about this because I think an end to our journey together is looming on the horizon. I don't remember the whole context, but that's the answer to your question. That's what I thought you saw me implying when that isn't really the case. Of course I can imagine different potential outcomes. In this moment, things are looking up. I'm not totally blind yet. I want to assume that we're on the same level but it'd probably be wise not to.

Tonight was fun. I'm thinking we may be a bit ahead of schedule. The initial rush is over and even though we're more settled in things seem to be moving fast. I'm not complaining about that. It doesn't really scare me. Maybe it's not a problem. Maybe it is. I don't know how I'll feel in a couple of months and we haven't gotten to a point where something more solid than feelings binds us. We stated a goal of sorts. Are we sticking to it? I don't know. What I do know is that I'm very fond of you. I can't commit to more than that. I was just wondering if you think we're being careful enough. I kind of don't like analyzing it like this... but why do I keep doing it? argh. Well, good night.