It's sad to say but I think I'm ebbing. Perhaps, I'm burning out.
Maybe 41.6 hours in <20 days is too much time to spend on the phone :D.

Still, I am looking forward to meeting. In three weeks we'll be together for real for the first time. Three weeks is enough for an ebb to reverse itself right? Even if not, things can still work out well. The last 2.5 months have been very good and I think there's more than just feelings involved in that. Most of the things that have me interested are still factors.

It's kind of funny how fickle feelings can be. It's kind of annoying as well.

I hope you have a great and productive day and that this little update about a probably temporary state doesn't darken your mood.