ugh

What's going on? No news then suddenly a request to request the withdrawal of a restraining order. Hurt piled on hurt. I didn't even know about it. The family grapevine isn't very efficient. What happened? I'd like to hear it from the source, but I don't want to disturb him... and I don't know how to reach him. I knew things hadn't been going well but I have no knowledge of what triggered this. I guess I'll go to mom... if she knows. I presume she does... unless she's being shielded. So many thoughts that don't make it through the keyboard. So much hurt in the world. ugh.

God, I hope things work out. Bring humility, repentance and forgiveness where it's needed. I have a bad feeling about this.