Monday, February 21, 2005

The honesty of the moment tempered by long term truths?

Is it wrong to deny the expression of feelings because I know that feelings are transient? If I were to tell you something today would you assume it'll still be true tomorrow. I'm still worried about promises that can't be kept. Maybe I'll be safe if I send mixed signals. You know, for every heart-felt expression of unreasonable desire to be with you I'd offer up a heart-felt, mind-fed doubt about how well things are going? That'd make you feel better right :) haha

Well, I don't want to get you too wrapped up in emotions. How much is too much? I don't know. What I do know is that I've "talked" to you more in the last three weeks than I have with the people I live and work with in the last three months. I've been happier despite a tendency to get somewhat depressed when sleep deprived. I'm walking around amazed at how full my thoughts can be of someone my eyes have never seen. From my vantage point way over here, I still think you'd be good for me to be around even if we weren't emotionally... ummm... active.

So, at the moment, I'm very into you.

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