Friday, May 20, 2005

I am a futurist and a visionary and am not content to stay in the present. That's why I'm always moving forward through time, turning todays into yesterdays. The future arrives every moment and blah blah blah blah :D

I'm curious now about the kinds of things that "C" told her that allowed her to become more vulnerable than she normally would've. I don't want to repeat that track. I don't want her to relive the past. Yes, I think we've been pretty good about keeping things in the present. I'm sure we're thinking about the future and the places we may or may not hold then but we don't talk about it. For now that's a good thing. I suppose at some point we'll have to but for now it's nice to be friends. Come to think about it I don't talk about the future much with my friends. I don't even think about my friends and I and what we'll be doing a year from now. We just take it as it comes. Perhaps if I held my eye on the future of me a bit more intently I'd consume less sugar and perhaps even exercise. :D

I like RR. I'm perhaps not at peak infatuation at the moment, but my desire to communicate with her has grown.

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