This morning I was thinking about walking away from her and never talking with her again. I wasn't contemplating doing that, just pondering the question. What would that be like? How easily could I do that? Could I just cut it off? We haven't made commitments beyond meeting. There are no formalities to our relationship beyond common decency perhaps. The question was more about my emotional state and the moment and in that hypothetical situation. It's been a very good three months. My attitude and disposition and outlook are much better now than before. I think I'm healthier mentally than I was before. It'd be a shame to throw that all away. This morning it kind of felt like I could do it though. I don't know if I could though. Sure, there aren't any formal ties but after sharing so much I'm thinking there'd be a big hole in my life if that happened. Sure, I'd probably get over it. It'd worry me if I didn't have to. I don't think I'd want to go back to not having someone to talk to or think about. I suppose I'll grow more attached as time goes on. :D