"[RR] Disconnected"
A simple message from the Instant Message program. Why does it make me a little sad?

That's not to say that I had a euphoric weekend. That's not to say I'm more infatuated now than I have been. I had a nice weekend. One that was laid back and restful (except for the lack of sleep). As for the other thing... well, emotions are screwy things. I know when I miss talking to her and that's most of the time I'm not. I don't want her to think that I'm more... I don't want her to get the wrong idea... It's be easier if I knew exactly where I stood. My boss gave me some advice. Basically it boils down to not expecting too much and just enjoying things as they come. Okay, he didn't say it like that at all. Mostly he was talking about people going into relationships thinking it could be "the one" and therefore putting too much pressure on things and making it all more awkward than it needs to be.

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Random thoughts related to things I've recently read:

Even strangers can hurt you... maybe not as much as someone close to you, but you're never completely free from that danger.

Love is the bluntest of all weapons but it can cut to the bone. - Yeah, it doesn't really make sense but I thought it sounded cool.

If the purpose of being in a relationship is to help each other grow in Christ, maybe I'm doing my job. I don't know. Maybe my job is to break your heart again. I hope not. There's risk in it for me as well, you know. If separation is what helps you grow how will I be eliminated? Never mind. It's probably just the caffeine talking.