Thursday, June 16, 2005

Feeling better

I'm feeling a bit better this afternoon than I did last night or this morning. The sun is out and there are just enough clouds to make the sky interesting to look at.

This morning I dropped the freshly charged battery in and tried to start the motorcycle. It still didn't turn over. Even though I set the petcock (fuel valve) to the right setting it still seems to be leaking fuel. I may have to have someone else fix it. My brother in-law knows a guy :) I really don't want to spend more money on it. I'm beginning to think that it may be too much of a drain on the wallet to keep going with it.

It felt weird to have not actually talked to RR yesterday. I'm still having mixed feelings about the whole subject of us. That's okay though, I think. We've still spent very little time together and I can still see the things in my life that make me nervous about whether or not I'd been good for her. Yeah, that's the diplomatic version... but still true. That's not to say I'm pessimistic about it all. Oh no. I'm just a bit moody and stumbling through the undiscovered country.

I've said it before and it's still true. I'm glad I met you, Bxx.

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