Okay, so I sound like a broken record... And I underestimate your coping skills. Maybe I'm not warning you all the time... Maybe I'm just blogging my thoughts and feelings. As it is I can't say everything here because this gets read. :D

Do I want you to not enjoy life? Well, no. Am I trying to dampen your spirits with warnings about the future? I don't think so. Though I have done that in the past.

I get nervous when I think you like me more than I like you at a given moment.

Maybe it isn't me nobly trying to protect you. It might only be me selfishly wanting to avoid an uncomfortable situation. Maybe it's me trying to avoid being the bad guy. Maybe I'm just a bitter, die-hard pessimist who can't stand to see other people be happy (though I'm very clean). Okay, that's overstating it. (both)

I know. I need to chill out and stop putting unnecessary relational pressure on the situation. It's a fine day on the riverbank. Sure, I'd like to go for a swim, but it'd be best to wait for the right time. Now if only it weren't for those pesky mosquitoes. ^_^

Yes, a brief conversational hiatus might be a good thing. I already miss talking to you though.

BTW, I like you. I think you're neat... Not tidy ATM, but you have a good excuse.